Better to err in delusion

Back from my travels to DETROIT and can I just say, it wasn't so bad, actually, it was very "guyey". Guyey meaning there were many men everywhere; on the plane, at the hotel, at the restaurant, in my suitcase, everywhere. Single ladies, Detroit is calling and its calling kinda sexy.

Know what else is kinda sexy? Me. Apparently, I am a little bit sexy, why else would I have so many "friends with benefits?" Yes, yes, CPA and I are still FWBs.
I guess the topic of conversation with my life coach tomorrow should be why do men want to be my FWB but nothing more?

Speaking of my life coach, I still have not completed my homework of creating a list of 10 awesome things about me. I feel like this is some kind of childhood project that should involve coloring crayons...what would I draw? Okay here goes:
1. Brave
2. Spontaneous
3. Integral
4. Loyal
5. Discrete
6. Generous
7. Willing
8. Non-judgemental
9. Funny (as per my friend in Chi)
10. Trend-setter

Okay, this list is off the top of my head. Feel free my loyal readers to share with the world just why you like me :). And this is my list, partially chosen because it represents me as who I am today, and me as I aspire to be in the future. For example, my generosity is limited to my tough financial situation, however, I would love nothing more to be more generous to my family and friends in the future.

It is interesting that I note bravery as a strength. Most of the time I don't feel brave, I feel scared. I feel fear all of the time. But, I do feel that I have always taken courageous actions: I have moved across the country twice, I have dined and gone to movies alone, I have asked guys out, and I have been brave enough to take action steps to get involved. In fact, just today I signed up for 2 volleyball teams that start in April.

Voila, there are awesome things about me and the most important part is that I believe them to be true. On a side note, I have often thought that there were so many awesome things about me that I couldn't understand why I was single...sometimes I am not sure if I suffer from low self esteem or too high self esteem. Better to error on the high.